ADD

Ok well i have major ADD. And if i dont take my pills i am crazy!! And guess what?!?!? I didnt take my pills this morning! I am soooo out of it right now! goodness.
OH YEAH!! I wanted to tell yall that my boyfriend is back from being sick today! I got to spend time with him this morning!!! I was soooo happy!!! hehehe. ok well thats all for now!

La La La

Ok well alot of things have happend since my last post.
First of all, saturday I went to Jesse's wrestling tournament. I helped keep score.
After the tournament I went to Jesse's house and helped him decorate his family's christmas tree.
Sunday, Jesse got sick, and I havnt seen him since then, he hasnt come to school, I still talk to him, but I miss him sooo much!!!! goodness.

Christmas!!

Ok well today they are judging the christmas decorations for our homeroom at my school. Each homeroom was asked to decorate their door for a contest. My homeroom is doing a Bearcat (our mascot) dressed up as santa clause. It looks soo awesome, i really really hope we win.
Tommorow, I am going to Jesse's wrestling turnament, I really dont know that much about wrestling but i enjoy watching him wrestle. After the turnament I am going to go to his house and help him and his mother decorate their christmas tree. I cant wait.

Love

Love is a confusing thing. My boyfriend and i were talking on the phone last night and we were doing this thing where each of us can ask the other any question we want and they have to answer. He asked me to describe him, I said, your like an unfinised book that i havnt read. I have no idea why i said that.
It seems as if these days people say I love you but they dont truely believe their words. Well, right now i believe myself when I say I love my boyfriend. :D He makes me sooo happy, I dont ever remember feeling like this. Just truely happy.

Drivers ED

HI! ok well anybody who reads this probably has herd of or has been through drivers ed. Well im going through that right now. Its ok except for the fact that i have to wake up at like 5:30 in the morning and i have to be there by 7:00. GRRR!!! its so freaking early in the morning!!!!!!!! I am sooooooo tired!!!!! lol. Acctually its really really easey. I have already taken a test yesterday, i was the first one to finish. Only because i am a geek and acctually studied. :D ok well im quite bored right now so i will write later. Maby in my computers class later!

Wrestling

Ok so tonight is my boyfriend's first wrestling match of the season. Apparently when he weighed himself in this morning he was 5 pounds over, and they made him run like five miles just to lose it. He is already down 4 pounds. But still that is soo stupid! 5 pounds shouldnt matter that much but apparently it does. It just kinda scared me because apparently Jesse wasnt eating because he wanted to lose the weight. Its so bad for you to do that stuff! Omg, I dont think im ever going to understand wrestling. GRRR!!!

Beowulf

This weekend I went to see the movie Beowulf with my boyfriend.
I am going to give it a review, only because im really really bored.
The movie was quite interesting im shure i would have understood it more if i had read the book. The part I though was the most confusing was when Beowulf fought the monster, Grendel, butt naked. It was very wierd. I found it funny how many different ways they used to cover up his "lower half" i was laughing but my boyfriend was not. :D The most disgusting part was when Beowulf sliced open his arm so he could reach in to the dragons throught to tear out its heart. I would greatly appreciate the chance to see the movie again, because all in all it was a wonderfully made movie.

Life has some awesome surprises!

Guess what!? Ok well on friday night, well, I found out that this guy I know likes me, and I like him back. I talked to him about it friday, omgsh. We went to the movies yesterday night, it was so awesome. Surprise number one.
For my birthday, my mom got me a new camera. I absolutly love to take pictures. I really want to be a photographer. I have been asking for a camera for a long time. This is one of the pictures I have taken with my new camera.
I have had an awesome weekend. It was probably the best weekend I have had in a really long time.

Freedom is an expression of the soul!

Today is freedom day at my school. You are supposed to dress up in an outfit that represents freedom to you. My freedom theam is Freedom of expression. I enjoy espressing myself in many different ways.
Freedom has many different meenings. But FREEDOM is not free, people die every day for your freedom. In many countries around the world there is no freedom at all. Some countries take away all of your basic freedoms, they are the ones we take for granted here in the U S of A. You cant assemble in a public place, you cant talk freely about the government. Women have to cover there entire body except for there face, and when they go out in public they have to have there husbands with them. In some countries they have taken away your right to not have cruel and unusual punishment. If a women is pregnant and they break a rule the government has the right to force her to have an abortion. In some countries women have no rights, and if they get in trouble they get stoned, people will through rocks at them! To an american this seems horible, but this is how they live. They don't know what its like to be FREE.
All I am saying is that, freedom is not universal, be thankfull if you are free, and if you arnt, remember that there is always a safer place.

Hola bloggers!!

Ok, alot has happend since my last post. Marching band season is over, i had a birthday, and... well... I am even more bored than useual.
Marching band, well we had three competitions and we won all of them. We have done really well, now we only have the playoff games, but we are done marching. I really miss going to marching band though.
And i am now 15 years old! woo hoo. ok well class is almost over so i have to go. Bub bye!!!!

So tired

sorry i havnt posted in a while. I have had like absolutly no time. The two computer classes that i take, when i normally post have been sooo buisey. I finnally got a few moments today in my computer apps class. My life has been sooo hectic lately. It has been raining here pretty much non-stop. It gets really annoying when you have to walk home from school. :( We had a marching band competition saturday, and we have another one this coming saturday. :D We are working our butts off trying to do good at these things. East beat us saturday. For the first time in forever. But we are trying to woop there sorry little butts this coming saturday. :D I have to go class is almost over.

Life in General.......

Life...... its not something you think about much. But its very important. Life is such a simple thing. But some treat it as if it were the hardest thing they have ever had to accomplish. Life is a precious gift. Don't mistreat it, because you wont ever get another chance to live it. Don't ruin your life by doing things that are dangerous to your health like drugs or alcohol. Its not worth it. Life is something that you should always treasure. Be thank full you are alive! Don't ruin your life by doing something like that! I have always wondered what the point of drugs and alcohol was, and i figured out that there is no point. Its something you do when your bored, or when you figure that your life couldn't get any worse. Well that stuff makes it worse! There are no second chances, no time outs, no do overs in the game of life. You cant rewind the clock and do things different. What you do when you are young stays with you till you die. Don't give up on your life because you think that no one cares. What you do affects every one around you. Think about it, when one of your friends does something to hurt themselves, dose it make you feel sad? or hurt? When somebody close to you commits suicide dose it not make you wanna scream! When somebody hurts themselves its because they think no one cares, they think that it wouldn't hurt anybody but themselves. But it does. Somebody cares. If you read this message show somebody love, show all your friends that you care! It could just mean the difference between life and death.

Science Switch

Yay I finnaly got switched out of my crappy science class!!!! I am now in Mr.Jones' class! That is about the only interesting thing that has happened to me in the past two days. woo hoo.

Homecoming!

Sorry I havn't posted in a while i have been really really busy. Its homecoming week! Acctually homecoming week is half over but im gonna tell yall about it anyway. I spent the entire weekend dress shoping! I must have tried on about 100 dresses! I was so tired monday! I finally found the perfect dress it is a strapless royal purple dress. I LOVE IT!!! I cant wait to where it to the dance saturday. Hopefully sombody will ask me. There is this guy i really like he is in marching band with me i really hope he asks me. I know its a little late to be asking people to the dance but hey, who cares!! This week has been really fun so far! Lol i have to go. BYE!!!

Half a Day

Today we only have half a day of school, we get out at 1:00 instead of 3:00. :D Im probably going to go home and sleep, or do homework. I just got my progress report from Mr. Dubois (the teacher I have right now) I got a 95.6 average. Wooooooo!!! Thats an A. I did good!! All my other classes I got A's and B's. Ok well im really tired so im gonna stop typeing now. Bye!

Morning!

Today is tuesday. Woooooo!!!!!! Have you ever noticed how incredibly boring tuesdays are? Nothing ever happens on Tuesday! Grrrrr! Im gonna tell you what happend yesterday because I didnt tell you yesterday.
Yesterday morning when I was coming back downstairs after getting my crap out of my locker, i herd sombody playing the guitar. It was Josh, yall dont know him but hes a really awesome guy. He is really really good at playing his guitar. He let me sit next to him and listen to him while he was playing a new song that he just wrote. I hope he will be there again today!!! :D

What I Did All Day Today

I worked on this collage all day today its not that good but hey it was my first real try at it.

WE WON AGAIN!!!!

Wooooo!!!! Hedersonville High wins another game. Its becoming quite a routine lately! I cant remember what the score was though, but I do know we won by alot.

My Friend Robby.........

I don't know him very well but he is still my friend. This morning I found out that one of my friends tried to kill himself last night around 8 o-clock. Apparently he was really depressed. His name is Robby. He is in the hospital right now. He has many friends. His girlfriend is really depressed. I don't think I will ever understand why people try to kill themselves, but it happens, I just have to learn to accept it and try to help those who get to that point. But the thing is Robby tried to hide that he was that depressed. If you ever get to the point where you are considering suicide, you should call somebody. Tell them that you need to talk to somebody. Don't try to hide it. Without you the world would be deprived of your influence in it. You do matter, somebody does care, all you have to do is call. Life is a precious gift, even if it doesn't seem like it sometimes, it doesn't mean it should be over.

Good Morning World!!

Good morning, it is 6:55 a.m. right now and I am getting ready for school. I havnt posted in a couple of days so I thought I might this morning. :D My mom just got me some new eyeliner last night and when i put it on this morning i found out that it is gray! but thats ok! My stomach is screaming FEED ME right now so i must go. ta ta for now!!

Ive Got A Cold

Uggggg... I hate it when im sick. My eyes hurt because I supposedly am getting sinus headaches. My head feels all cloudy. And Im really tired. Being sick sucks!!! I cant think straight.
It seems as if everybody is sick. The girl sitting next to me says she is sick to. She thinks she got it from her boyfriend. All of my friends feel sucky today. Grrrrrr!! I hate cold season!!!!

East Beat Us.....

We got beat. Our high school had a football game tonight it was an away game. It was supposed to be yesterday but it got rained out so they rescedualed it for tonight. The band didnt get to play so we lost. Its kinda like karma every time marching band is there we win! but tonight we lost. 21-20 it wasnt that bad though. It was only one point.

Rain...

Goodness I despise the rain!!! I had to walk to school this morning and it was pooring! I could have gotten a ride but it is a waist of gas to drive a car 1 block. I hope the rain dosn't kill our chance to go to the football game tonight. I have to go class is almost over BYE!!!

Thursday's

Today is thursday. Wooo hoooo!!!! Have you ever noticed how boring Thursdays are? So are Tuesdays. Nothing interesting ever happens on Tuesdays and Thursdays.
I found out that in high school Thursday is the day that all the teachers decide to give tests. Woooo!!! I dont know about you but I would rather have them on thursdays. Friday is a special day it shouldnt be ruined by boring and usless tests that are way to easey.
In my computers class that I am in right now I just finished a really easy test. It was so easy that I finished it in about 1 min. GRRRRRR!!! I hate tests! They make me sleepy!!!

Soooo Bored

For once I dont have marching band after school. Only on wensdays though. After school I walk straight to church. And then I do my homework. Sounds fun eh? Not. Ok im to bored to keep typing so bub bye.

September 11, 2001

Today is the 6th aniversary of the day that the plains crashed into the twin towers. I was in third grade when it happened. I dont really remember much except being really confused. I remember thinking "How could somebody do something like that!" I think that was the day when I realized that the world isnt just milk and cookies. Over the years I have realized that I never really knew what happend that day. I never realized all the horrible things that happend. I just thought that it was somebody crashing planes into buildings on purpose. At the time I didnt really realize that there were peoples lives in the mix.
Since I was so young when it happened I didnt really get it. It has never really seemed real to me. I know it happened but It seems more like a dream instead of the real thing. If I were there I think it might have plaid a bigger role in my life, but it just kindof happend.
I also think that this day should get a name other than 9-11 because it dosnt do the event justice. Even though its fitting because 9-1-1 is the number you call when you are in trouble, 9-11 is the day that this horrible event happend. The name just dosnt strike a note in my memory.

Yesterday

Yesterday was horible!!! I had a MAJOR headache all day, and we had to march, it was really hot outside. Today is hopefully going to be better.

Boredom

Ok im sitting im my computers class and im really really bored. I finished all the work i have to do so I can pretty much do anything i want. lalalalala. ok im to bored to keep typing so bye.

Dads House

Im at my dads right now. I couldnt sleep last night so im really tired. I have to go to church with my grandma in a couple of hours. Today is raley day, raley day is the day when people move up into higher classes. Im moving up into the high school class. After church Carter ( the youth director) is taking all the high schoolers out to lunch, sounds like fun huh? Yeah well woooo hoo.......
I have been in a pretty bad shape this week cause of my family. I miss my dad, even though i see him every day, he comes to take my bro and sis to school in the morning. I dont get to see him as much. And my mom has been having a really hard time lately. I just wish i could make everything better.
Its 7:09 right now. I should probably start getting dressed for church but im too bored to get up from my chair.
I have also been feeling really worthless. I cant do anything because of my sholder. I have a joint disorder, it makes all my joints really loose and i cant do much anymore. Im not allowed to lift anything over 25 lb. It really sucks when everybody else is helping out and i cant do anything. I feel so horrible, i hate explaining things to people. But every time sombody wonders why Im not helping i have to explain why. I hate it!! I just wish it would go away... But it wont.

The Game!!!!!!

WE WON!!!!!!!!!!! 53-3!!! We beet them by 50 points!! i played the fight song so many times tonight that my lips are compleatly numb! I am really really tired though so im going to bed now! goodnight al!!

High School

Ok I just started high school a week ago. It has been pretty good so far! Today is the third football game of the season and I am going to be playing at it since I am in marching band! We are going to do our half time show for the first time this year tonight! we have only got half of it down though. I cant wait!! I have had the fight song stuck in my head all day! Hopefully we win, even though we have won the past two games already!

Parents

My parents have been fighting alot lately. I dont know whats wrong but it is freaking out my sister. Normally it ends with me calming both of them down. I really hope they dont get divorced. What am I saying they wont get divorced! They wouldnt do that. hopefully. They keep screaming, I want it to end. Sheesh. ok well thats all I had to say. Ta Ta for now. :(

This is one of the most beautiful eye pictures I have seen in a while. :D

This one is soooooooo cute!!!

Last Day Of School!

Ok so today is the last day of school!!!! yay! I am sitting in the library at my check-out desk awaiting the arival of my next class. I can't believe how quickly the year has gone bye. I can still remember my first day of 8th grade, heck I can still remember my first day in middle school. I am really going to miss middle school! I hope that I will get to come back and visit next year. My brother is still going to be here and so will my neighbor. Well I guess thats all. Ta ta for now!

What I Remember About 8th Grade

I remember making friends

And losing some too.

I remember eating lunch,

Spicy chicken sandwiches were my favorite!

I remember shelving books in the library,

It helped me sort my thoughts.

I remember walking from class to class,

Swerving through the crowds.

I remember band,

I was first chair Trombone.

I remember going to Carowinds,

It was raining, I got sooo wet.

I remember going to Washington D.C.

Going to bed late, waking up early.

I remember Career Club,

Oh how I am going to miss Mr. Mackey.

I remember the manners meal,

The soup was way to hot.

I remember registering for high school,

I'm going to be swarmed with two honors classes.

I remember doodles,

No paper was safe from my imagination.

I remember all those tests!

The studying and worrying.

I remember field day,

My class got fourth place.

I remember building rockets,

Mr. Caldwell finally let us shoot them off.

I remember sketching a woolly mammoth in art class,

Mr. Price put it in an art gala.

I remember copying notes,

I could never quite read Mr. Wilson's handwriting.

I remember Mrs. Warfle leaving,

And Ms. Jones coming.

I remember doing labs,

Mrs. Simms always wanted us to participate.

I remember Mrs. Jackson,

Math was my best subject this year.

I am going to miss everything about eighth grade,

I wont ever forget.

2nd To Last Day of School

Ok so today is the second to last day of school. A lot has gone on since my last post. First of all my boyfriend broke up with me in a pretty bad way. He sent me a text message that said he liked someone else. Yeah it was pretty bad, half the guys I know wanted to kick his butt, because he was being a jerk. And now he is going out with one of my ex best friends, yeah that was bad to. After all that our finals are today! wooooo! I took two of them yesterday and i have to take two more today!
Ummm.... ok so there is this other guy I like alot. He is my best friend. And yesterday we were hanging out in the backyard playing with my puppies, and I kinda told him I liked him. He said he knew, apparently it was pretty obvious. He likes me to. He has a girlfriend, but they are having alot of problems right now, so I dont know how long they will last. I really really like him, but we cant go out untill he has broken up with his girlfriend, and have been broken up with for at least a couple of weeks. Ok well that is all for today. Ta ta for now.

Some Pictures

This is just a picture i found on the internet. It looked so awsome so i decided to post it.

Here is another cool one! if you are wondering where i got these just click on them. Or go to http://www.createblog.com :D

Year Books

I got my end of grade test scores back! Double 4s baby!!! We also got our year books they are awsome! My signature pages are tottally full!! I feel popular!! lol! well ta ta for now

Field Day

Field day was AWSOME!!! My homeroom ranked third. But that is only because half of our students were sick. I got to spend time with my friends! And my boyfriend (i will tell you about him later). After school today i got home and started playing my guitar ( i will also tell you about that later) now my fingers feel raw. But the day itself was great! I got a bit of a tan. And I was with my friends! Thats about it, ta ta for now!

Good Morning World

Good Morning World! Today is feild day at my school! woooooo!!! *sarcasticly rolls her eyes* I am so freakishly tired right now its not even funny. I guess that is what I get for staying up all night reading. Ok well thats all I have to say this morning. ta ta for now!

Crazy Family

Life happens, you just gotta deal with it. Ok well today im going to talk to you about family. My family is NUTS!!!! I have two families living in my house. Why you may ask, well because a tree fell on my neighbors house a couple of months ago and they had nowhere to stay so my generous mother offered to let them stay here until it is fixed. They brought there two dogs with them. Guess what! One of there dogs was pregnant, but we didnt know that untill after they moved in. Now there house i basically fixed and they have partialy moved back in up there but the still over here almost every second of the day! There puppies live here to. They are basically ours now since we are the ones taking care of them! They barly do anything for those puppies. I feel so left out. My family is always worring about other crap. They havn't paid attention to me since they neighbors moved in! I meen MY GOODNESS! Why can't you listen to your own daughter for once! Well thats all I have to say on family. Ta Ta For Now!!